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//take me home yeah take me home//

Apr. 24th, 2006 | 11:51 am
mood: content content
music: alice in chains- dont follow

well just found a link to live jounrnal on my msn space and have decided to change it a bit for no reason lol

i will probaly never use this again
everyone is on my space these days
duuuhh

ahh i dont know

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erm hello woOot!

Sep. 25th, 2005 | 10:58 pm
mood: grrr *shivers* grrr *shivers*
music: taking back sunday- a deacade under influence

have not wrote in here for soooo long!
i have now got a lovely boyfriend who i have had for nearly four months i am in love!
am now at college
have also passed seven GCSE'S!
so much else
wooot
will write again in two shakes of a lambs tail
x <3 x

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*~so deep that it didnt even bleed and catch me*~

Mar. 13th, 2005 | 04:32 pm
mood: accomplished
music: the used- all that ive got

I DID IT!!!!!!!!!
yesterday i went hungry for twenty hours
if you want to be technical it was 26 hours! i have accomplished the famine hee hee and i wasnt even hungry :S twas quite strange that i wasnt seeing as im normally hungry all the time i think ive raised bout £40 from it not sure....
my dads got a girlfriend and shes really nice i do feel like shes trying to hard to get me to like her i do like her shes really nice but shes buying me chcoclaote and alchol..
she gave me loads of shots on friday and my dad was just sitting there like ok quite funny really i danced round to the smiths hee hee
tasha slept round on firday it was fun she saw drais in town before we went home not good i worry bout tht lil princess i really do...
im confused bout her and rob im not sure whts goin on there
oh i dont know im at my grannys at the mo its nice and relaxing here ive just been listening to music on my mp3 player and on random sites its nice to not be in town on sunday for once and to be in a nice warm house hee hee
zeromancer rule! i [heart] send me an angel its such a great song!

**Zeromancer** **Send Me An Angel** **lyrics**
Do you believe in heaven above
Do you believe in love
Don't tell me a lie
Don't be false or untrue
It all comes back to you
Open fire on my burning heart
I've never been lucky in love
My defences are down
A kiss or a frown
I can't survive on my own
If a girl walks in
And carves her name in my heart
I'll turn and run away
Everyday we've all been led astray
It's hard to be lucky in love
It get's in your eyes
It's making you cry
Don't know what to do
Don't know what to do
Looking for love
Calling heaven above
Send me an angel
Send me an angel
Right now
Right now
Send me an angel
Send me an angel
Right now
Right now
Empty dreams can only disappoint
In a room behind your smile
But don't give up, don't give up
You can be lucky in love
It get's in your eyes
It's making you cry
Don't know what to do
Don't know what to do
Looking for love
Calling heaven above
Send me an angel
Send me an angel
Right now
Right now
Send me an angel
Send me an angel
Right now
Right now
It get's in your eyes
It's making you cry
Don't know what to do
Don't know what to do
Send me an angel
Send me an angel
Right now
Right now
Send me an angel
Send me an angel
Right now
Right now
Send me an angel
Right now
Right now
FUCKING AMAZING!!
xXXx

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*~she is not scared to die the best things in life drive her to cry~*

Mar. 5th, 2005 | 08:22 am
mood: high high
music: kittie- brackish

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she is soo amazingly pretty i cant bleive i saw her
i dont care that the night was a distaer i saw nightwish
tarja you fucking rule and i wnat your babies!!
FEBUARY 15TH!
was the date i saw her it is a memory i will never forget for lots of reasons!!

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*~You're such an inspiration for the ways That I will never ever chose to be*~

Mar. 4th, 2005 | 08:49 pm
mood: full full
music: a perfect circle- judith

havent wrote in here for like a month oh dear lol
toomoro i go and get stoned then drunk woohoo
rahcel un kit are sleepin over and we have been told to not play tennis ball games ha ha han whne theres a bit of alcohol in us we hve an excuse
but im kinda shittinf myself good god its like just over 10 weeks till GCSES wht the fuck am i gunna do???
REVISE lol
should really start well i am kinda revising jsut not as well as i could be *sighs* ill pass *thinks cough cough*
i will get into college ill prve everyone wrong i will be strong I AM NOT A PUSHOVER!! ha ha proved you all wronf there didnt i???
myreh i dint know what you wnat from me but you wont get it and thats final *stamps feet*

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~*look how pretty she is when she falls down*~

Feb. 4th, 2005 | 12:49 pm
mood: blah blah
music: nothing :(

soo yus got my exam timetable yesterday its fukin scary i have quite a few days off which is good. i am going to start revising soon cuz tis hit me hard. last nite i had teahcer sayin at open evening i am capable of gettin c's in everything well miss roberts sed i wont get one bt shes jus a cow.
if i get c's in everything tht will be gr8 ^_^ and i'll get it into the course i want to get in to and i'll be happy!
i just hope that tasha can cope with it cuz i know she h8s wrk and its gunna b fuk loads of porfolia work + its hrd stuff..
oh well....

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*~the stars are black~*

Feb. 3rd, 2005 | 09:30 am
mood: artistic
music: people speaking around me *shifty eyes* townie annoyin ppl

in graphics with hannah and becky at the mo.
WOW becky found a duck website with fuck loads of duck merchandise must find this site must must !!!
hee hee
my hairs fading i need to get a permanent hair dye and it will all be good GOOD STUFF *thumbs up*
i was gunna go 2 jailhoise last night but im sooo skint :(
it will all be good when i go college cuz im allowed to go to all those things and i should hve more money cuz i'll be able to get a job cuz i'll be 16 at last yay! me 16 woo hoo lol :P :p =^_^=
-x-x-x

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+~let the bodies hit the flooor~+

Jan. 27th, 2005 | 11:40 am
mood: awake
music: +++compooter sound *shifty eyes*+++

haven't wrote in for a while last time i wrote was night before i went to see alexander :O :0 thats was sooo long ago lol :p
was a good film tho :D
i'm in I.T at th mo
sposd to be doing my website but boredom is ruling over me nooo :0 soo bored
i miss stacey and tasha
even tho tasha has fallen out with me it doesn't mean i hate her
she just is ill so its not right for her to get pissed
*sighs* i dont know anymore ....

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*~LIVE, LOVE, BURN, DIE~*

Jan. 11th, 2005 | 09:04 pm
music: atreyu-lip gloss and black

well it's been a random little time tonight
i think i've pissed tasha off all i said is what i see, she is going to have to learn to accept i get upset to. she gets upset and i stay on msn and comfort her she got all defensive at me and left me even more upset. in the end mohawk laura cheerd me up. she has cheered me up a lot recently. i dont want her to disapeer its bad stuff.
i love tasha to bits i just want her to love me like rachel and not make me feel like an outsider. she says she tries not to and i know she dont do it on purpose but it happens and it hurts me :(
i dont know anymore about stuff seeing ''he'' on sunday freaked me out and i keep thinking about him. i cant stop thinking i should get back in contact. would that be bad??.........

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*~come up to meet you tell you im sorry you don't know who lovely you are*~

Jan. 8th, 2005 | 08:51 am
mood: awake
music: coldplay- the scientist

it's been a long week *sighs*
i have deleted the entry about alex cause i dont care at all about the whole situation
i wish him and zoe happiness :)
i have come to the conclusion all men are scum appart from andrew- he's lovely and adi- he's great and is always there for a hug :D
laura is happy for me for realising this lols.
am so tired need to straigten my hair in a min meetin my ''nephew'' in an hour he's not my real nephew but ive been told i'm going to be his auntie which is fun auntie beth ha ha joy:p

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